hell0z(:

today is a horrible day. what a nice;perfect ending to term 3.

argh. today i felt so horrible. so down. so in no mood. so unhappy. so angry. simply nothing nice laas.

i shall list down e things dhat make miee sad.

1) early morning rain&my jeans&shirt got wet.

2) results. my results is like alright, almost e same as midyr, but i'm so sad&disappointed. it means no improvements& in fact, i drop abit. but i put in so muchh effort. ):

3) those ppl who copied; pai ma pi, got away happily with beautiful results. dhats so unfair right? they can be smiling, whereas where hardwork is put in, nothing pays back.

4) pajiao. (dont ask miee what, i wont say.)

5) ... it went unmentioned.

6) during party time, feels totally lonely laas. not only miee, lynn they all also. its like other class are partying& we only get to watch. no party&e whole canteen is like so joyful and our class all so gloomy. e one who make us no party de, went to joined other class parties. wth.

7) my umbrella spoilt. it break. argh.


imagine 7unhappy things in a day?
i'm totally down. i dont even understand myself today. i cant control my feelings today. frankly speaking, this is e first time in my years of studying dhat i felt so disappointed with my results, although its alright de. some might say i expect too muchh, but.. why those who copied can get better? its unfair.

when take back results, tears were rolling in my eyes. more than once. but i didnt let it roll down. wo bu xiang bei qiao bu qi.

the concert was not bad la.
i like e smiles on e teachers' face when they received e presents.
OHYA, thankyou cia for e food. (:

after sch, went eat with lynn, hui, vonne. den home.
den lie on bed but didnt manage to slp. den went to buy dinner for bro. after dhat slpt on e sofa awhile. -45mins-. den my parents wake up le.

told my mother abt my day. with all e 5 things. and e more i say, e more angry, sad i get.
den later i so angry laas. den my papa asked what happened? i say first sentence only, tears rolled down hard le. den my parents shocked la. den my mother told miee hack care all this laas. my papa pat my head, i cried even harder. den before they went work, they told miee dont cry.

my parents didnt even say miee for my results. makes miee feel dhat i disappoint them even more. i know they care for miee, dont want miee sad. they abt to close e door dhat time still telling miee dont cry. wo yi wei zhi ji hen jian qiang, bu hui zai ta men mian qian wei le zhe xie shi diao lei, jie guo.. wo chuo le. ):

this time i really in no mood to put my results up. ):

I SWEAR..
ben da xiao jie yi ding hui zuo de gen hao, bu hui qi nie. bu yao xiao kan wo. yin wei zhe zhi hui rang wo gen kan bu qi ni ba le.

jin tian shang xin guo hou, wo yao kai xin. yin wei fang jia le. (:
wo hao tao yan xian zai de zhi ji. ):
wo hai zhao bu dao mi shi fang xiang de zhi ji.

:) :) :)
i wont remained ledhat for long. hen kuai, wo yi ding zhao de dao lu, hui lai qi pao dian. chong xin kai shi de. (:

I LOVE MY FAMILY!
e only (: thing today is my parents understands miee, vonne tried to make miee laugh&my bro speak to miee in a great attitude today. :D